So I didn't need a blood test this month. My body let me know that the IUI didn't work.
My heart is broken. I don't understand why it has to be a struggle and sadness. Does god not want me to be a mom? Why?
It's thanksgiving and I am thankful for all I have, especially a husband I love and family and friends who make my life whole - but I am sad that I could not be celebrating my gratitude for creating life. I am so sad.
We are taking time off. I don't know how long - I don't know what I can continue to put myself through. I am a mess and I need to decide what happens next.
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