Today I had an appointment with Richard. He got lubed up and went to town. He was very rough today - very red room of pain! I didn't like it.
My favourite blood taking nurse was there though. She said I was tough I laughed! Having blood taken 5 times in a couple of weeks from the same site does not make me tough! After all I have just spent a week in tears and at odds with the world because I am anything but tough. But I wanted to hug her nonetheless!
I also met with a great nurse who was so positive with me!!! She was again so kind and helpful and patient and I am so incredibly grateful that I have such amazing professionals to work with!
It was a great day for that. Unfortunately I got the call that my progesterone is up so I have ovulated even though my follicles do not show that. There will obviously be no hope of pregnancy this month but it has been quite an interesting month! I get to book my follow up appointment with the doctor now and I am praying we have hope for IUI! Pray with me.
I have had such a painful week and there isn't much hope of the hurt going away anytime soon. I don't let go too easily!
The plus side of today was that I also found out that my poor sleep nights and jittery feelings (panic attacks anyone?) are likely side effects to the thyroid medicine I am on - and with any luck they will pass!!
As I listen to D snore as he "watches" the hockey game ... Damn overtime (GO KINGS!) I realize I am so lucky to have a husband I love so much and who is so committed to creating a family. I am one of the lucky few. Last night we had a big chat ... More than anything, I know he is my biggest cheerleader! He won't walk away when it gets tough. If he didn't stink like a rancid lacrosse player, I would snuggle right into him....but for now I will love him from a safe distance! <3
Tomorrow is a new day! It will be a great one. Or at least I will make it through!
Xc
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