Today began horribly! It's a long, sad story that involves the end of a 15 year friendship, a lot of tears and fury and well, more tears. And then I rushed to the fertility clinic only to realize the main road out of town was closed! I had to take a back road and I was LATE!
I hate being late although I am always late! I try so hard to be timely but at that I fail...
So I show up late and I get whisked into Richard's room right away! I am all excited, phone in my pocket (ready to capture a picture of my new lover) but the technician never leaves the room!! I change and watch as she delicately lubes and rolls a condom onto Richard. The care these technicians take to practice safe sounds is very amusing to me. It is not the condom - I like that I am safe, but the gentle way they live and roll the rubber...is kind of funny.
She begins the sound and points out my "silver lining" and I love her for making a joke!! There is a big tv mounted on the wall where I can watch the test. I swear aliens live in my uterus...because I am sure I see some freaky creatures and shadows...but alas I know it is empty....for now! And then it dawns on me...I need a picture of MY ultrasound! Every preggo I know posts their ultrasound pic on Facebook - mostly as profile pics. How awesome would it be to make my empty uterus or lonely ovary my profile pic??? I want to do this and hopefully I will - but how do I ask the nice technician? Is it offside? Can I blame my blog (aka free therapy)?
Anyways..today Richard was quick and gentle and it was a fast visit. I have to go again Saturday. I remember when peeing on a stick to see if I was ovulating seemed like a hassle! But I walk on with a smile - because only I can control my happiness!
Tomorrow is Friday. It's going to be super!
Xc
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