Sitting with a full bladder, doing the dance in my seat while it appears none of these other women have the same issue. In my head I am begging them to call my name and get this ultrasound over with. But I wait and I dance.
Today I have a meeting to discuss ivf. It's another dreaded step down this path but I am approaching it with hope and an attempt at positivity. We haven't made any decisions, we are gathering information.
I had an appointment with a naturopath on Monday and it was amazing! She gave me hope! This is not an easy feat given my recent state of hopelessness. But, like the rest of my life, it's a wait and see game - once we make our decisions here, she will be able to help me! Yay!
Oh sweet Jesus I am going to pee my pants!!!
I am nervous too so my tummy is doing loop d'loops!
Hoping for positive outcomes, strength and to not pee my pants!!!
C
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