Big Day!!

Sitting in the parking lot. Waiting for D ... Today we find out what is wrong. I have been too busy to think about it all day, and right now I am here, waiting, ready to puke with anxiety. I am not ready for bad news. I am not ready for a plan. I am just scared!! Too many what ifs are coursing through my head and I need to calm down but I don't know how to!
A couple more minutes and we will know...and the real journey will begin!
Wish me more than luck!

Xo c